I didn’t realise how fast one month has passed by since my parents have gone and how they are back in 6 hours.. In one month where did all my self motivation disappear too? I am constantly feeling anger and disappointment within, whether they are directed at me or at someone else. My lack of self confident and esteem decreases as the thought of not being good enough is slowly taking over. However, I guess it’s an improvement that I am actually putting school first.

I really do hope I find myself soon.. 

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cndyt:

The wall i built was not strong enough to sustain the surge of insercurities that came flooding back

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qerardway:

literally me

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Call it check mate, you’ve succeeded in you’re desired outcome. I’ve undeniably fallen for what I knew would result with disappointments.  

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I can’t explain how I feel lately to those that ask me what’s wrong, It’s not because I don’t want to tell them it’s because how do you explain something that can’t be explained. My struggle to tolerate people increases, as nothing and no one makes sense to me any more and how I would rather stay at home and do nothing but sleep cause it’s the only thing that actually feels right lately.. 

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